i finished up my paper last monday . and i feel good bout it . but, i dunno . there's something in me just not right . i can fell that something extremely wrong . haihh. bad feeling !

so i'll be back on 1st april :) but im not excited bout it . WHYYY ? oh my god . i sound like im not a sabahan . and that's sucks ! i really confused with my self lately . even when im typing this piece now . and i really in love with her . but i dont have the guts to really confront her . i wanted to be on my knee and ask her to be my girlfriend . but that is just my imagination on how i wanna do it lah . but suddenly im feeling not sure and insecure . well its all of the sudden lah . pfft . am i that stupid , that blind just to see how much she really care and love for me ? why cant i see that ! maybe because i dont wanna jump into conclusion yet . cause im practically not even ready to have a partner with me now . but then why do i like her and willingly to sacrifice everything for her ? I AM REALLY CONFUSE WITH MYSELF !!