its been too long since i really wanna update this thing. kinda busy lately and havent get the privacy time to update :D

well since i was long away. i've learned that happiness does not come from best friend and friend but you have to actually work hard for yourself. even in your darkest time your friend can't cheer you up but you yourself have to pick yourself up and make yourself happy in any way possible. the truth is i'd been in my beyond lowest moment. shed my tears in the toilet and try to face it with talking , doing stuff and spending time with everyone. but still i didnt fell that much happy. so i calm myself, abandoning myself from everyone and picked up all the broken pieces that i forget to picked along the way to happiness. after that much hardwork i finally feel extraordinary happy. this happiness cant be describe verbally. and i know that this happiness wont last long if i dont work for it to keep it together. so no matter what happen after this. i'll be statisfy with myself and will keep on working my ass off to keep on track at the road of happiness :)