everybody calling me sparks now -.- and i hate that . im not sparks . im his older brother , rafiq . please take note everybody. maybe because im getting smaller people thinks im sparks . pfft .

soo , the heartache still going . and i cant handle it anymore . how i wish you are mine . i wont afraid on losing you . cause i dont wanna lose you :') knowing you for more than 3 months now . and during this 3 months i sometimes cant stand your perangai . but somehow i still wanna stay . but nevermind

i notice keep on talking bout this girl only . anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , all the rugby tournament had been cancelled for this month . and not sure bout next month and its not fair ! when im in sarawak they will be tonnes of tournament . and if im in kk . no games at all . just training , training and training . pfft . and im getting tired with rugby . its like i

m missing out the passion already . but my goal on reaching as an international player still stand lah . cant skip that dream yet XD but if i wanna reach my goal . i must have the ru

gby passion again . but howw ?

MISS THIS MOMENT !

this was the moment where i get to hold an international trophy . but that time we were only playing in labuan , but still a great tournament :)